6 Months Later…

Hi, Today it’s the sixth month. I’ve been working for six months… wew.. Six months ago, from having no clue at all about working at office to today, I handle one more buyer.  My sales net amount has reached $95,432.32 But, don’t get me wrong, I get nothing besides my poor salary.  But it’s ok. This is just a starting point.  This is like a college, the different is, this is free of charge and I’m paid ;p Wacky Vin said he stands for 2 years with the same salary when he first worked. Now he earns 35 times of his first salary. I wanna be just like you, Wacky! 😀

I gotta go to dermatologist again today. Geez…please get me out of this misery (read:pimples)

hv a blast weekend guyz!

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Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to gray
You tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carrying on

You’re standin’ in line just to hit a new low
You’re faking the smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the brink

and the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where was the passion that you needed the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel
One more time
You had a bad day…
You had a bad day…(Bad Day – Daniel Powter)


Shoot the stars

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me…

“If you are living in the foreign country and when you sometimes feel anxious and depressed, wouldn’t you feel easy a little, if someone close to you also might have had as same as your experience and feelings, but finally he succeed in his life in the foreign country? It was that he was still in his twenties, when my grandfather came to Japan from Taiwan, for he aimed to study medical science and eventually become a doctor. During his studying at school, he was conscripted to the army and he worked as a soldier the World WarⅡ. After that, at last he didn’t get back to nor live in Taiwan anymore, since probably he decided to establish his life in Japan, not in Taiwan. I hope to learn a lot about from his attitude that he tried to get accustomed to Japan, which was foreign country to him and eventually became his new home country.

My grandfather, Fuminari, always had very strong will to live a success life and always did his best even though he was under the hardship. Actually, he found that he had serious allergy against alcohol since he began chemical experiments at the medical school. So he knew he was impossible to keep dealing with alcohol anymore and he had to give up his dream for being a doctor. I can’t help imagining how he disappointed about that then, for his dream was not only his but also his parents’ and siblings’. However, he didn’t give up everything on the way of his life. He changed his mind quickly and practically, and he enrolled to a certain university that was specialized in industrial technology. He had learned about electrical engineering, and after his graduation, he worked as an electrical engineer. He couldn’t fulfill his first purpose on account of unfortunate his constitutional problem, but he never gave up seeking as good life as possible in Japan.

And besides, Fuminari cherished and dedicated to his family. He fell in love to a Japanese woman when he saw her for the first time in the crowded market after the war and finally they got married. After two daughters were born and had grown up as big as to entered elementary school, Fuminari changed the pronunciation of his family name’s Kanji so that it became more like Japanese name. I don’t know whether that was when he became a Japanese as an immigrant, but I assume that changing his name was for his daughters so that they wouldn’t get ashamed in the school because of their family name, for I know how he loved his family. I have ever found many old monochrome pictures in which my grandparents and their two daughters are laughing so happily, at grandparent’s home. I think Fuminari, even though he might have had some difficulty as an immigrant, must have lived a very happy life because he thought his family was the best for him.

Fuminari passed away 3 years ago, being watched by his wife, daughters, and grandchildren. Till the last moment, I saw he had been very strong and strong will to keep living. In my life in the US, whenever I feel confused or depressed, realizing that I am a foreigner to this country again, I try to recall my grandfather’s life.”

Autumn on My face

After 10 days of dermatologist treatment I got my skin peels like leaves falling down to earth in autumn (as if I ever seen it before ;p). My boss who seldom pay attention to our daily-look even surprised to see me this afternoon. I’ve tried my best to avoid my boss & other managers. But this afternoon, unfortunately, when my boss was gathering with his friends, he called me and….
Boss: “wait, what’s the matter with your face? *surprised expression*
Me : “It’s under dermatologist treatment , Sir, I have chemical peeling” *silly smile*
Boss : “but why? so far as I remembered your face was fine”
Boss’s Friends: “Maybe her boyfriend told her to do it”
Me: *smiling* “No, there were many pimples before”

Boss & friends: *speak korean*

Boss: “it must be expensive, isn’t it?”
Me: “he..he *silly face*

Yup, my dear Boss, this is expensive, hurt, and look awful. It hurts like a son of b%@#$, my face turns to red and looks burned.
Fweeh… needs patience and of course costs a lot. The result should look and feel good or someone will get hurted *evil laugh*
I really regret the days when my skin looked good and I took it for granted…yeah, you’d never know how much it meant until you loose it…

I never thought one day I have to get “autumn on my face” this is no romantic, but tragic T.T

Friday I'm (wishin to be) in Love


I don’t care if Monday‘s blue…

Tuesday‘s grey and Wednesday too…
Thursday i don’t care about you…
It’s Friday i’m in love…

Monday you can fall apart …
Tuesday Wednesday break my heart…
Thursday doesn’t even start…
It’s Friday i’m in love…

Saturday wait…
And sunday always comes too late…
But Friday never hesitate…

Dressed up to the eyes

It’s a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It’s such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It’s Friday
I’m in love(Friday I’m In Love – The Cure)



Tomorrow is public holiday *yipee* I wanna take time for resting, healing myself from these cough & flu and give my face space from peeling *geez, swear to God, this doesn’t feel nor look good* I hope you guys have wonderful weekend too there:)

Shall We Dance?

Thankz a bunch for my bluved boss, as last night he generously let us use our office’s car & driver to see Korean traditional dance. Despite how dare a a co-worker used my name to ask his permission. “Sir, Winz wants to see this show, may she?” *It would be shame on me if my boss said “NO”*
but fortunately he said “Yes, of course, tell the driver to take you there” * I could hug him for that huahaha…*
It was a sudden plan. My face is still under dermatologist treatment and does look very horrible.In addition that I was wearing bad clothes..but nothing could stop me from going to the show ^^! But I really really regret not to bring camera. I tried to capture a pic by using my cellphone (uh hu? nice try huahaha…)
The dance, dancers, costumes, and music were really awesome, fascinating. I dunno others think, but I did enjoy the show.
There were nine dances presented: Dapjimu (the Farmers’ Dance), Cheonnyeonhak (Dance of the Thousand Year Crane), Chugyeonmu (Banquet Dance), Janggeonmu (long Sword Dance), GanggangSullae (Circle Dance), Chunaengjeon (Court Dance), Choya (Wedding Night), Hwaseonmu (Fan Dance) and Jindo Buckchum (Drum Dance from Jindo Island).

All were amazing & elegant, especially the last dance performed was so energic. I was amazed mostly by the costume, thinking whether I could wear one for taken picture hohoho… :p
When the show was over, at the lobby I ran to my aunt’s best friend, Jun-Kou. We already took her as our own aunt. So she was lil bit surprised to meet me there. She’s indeed a fun fearless female. I guess her age must nearly 60 now, but she’s so alive. Despite the fact that she’s single until now , she obviously knows how to enjoy this life. She earns her own money, does many “fun” stuffs. she’s sophisticated and also an art-lover. That’s why no wonder I met her there last night.

This morning my boss asked me: “so, how was the show?”
Me: “excellent, beautiful!”

Though I still have this cough and flu, I feel much much better than yesterday. tq boss ^^

Obviously not my day

I guess I’ve drunk a galon of herbal tea since I got the sore throat. I thought I’d be fine, however, yesterday I woke up with fever and should be off from office. As bonus, now I got cough and flu. I’m back to work today but look pale and sick. In these 2 days I got many bad news from my home. Bad news always come at bad time. All I wanna do now is taking rest at my home and talk bout many stuff with my mom. I feel like everything happens just turn out to be a mess and I dunno how to handle them, When all bad things come at once I feel powerless. Dear God, plz, don’t let my courage fades away…

Simply me

Hi, I change my blog’s skin, coz I wanna brand new me. Simpler than before, well it doesn’t mean I’ve gone through a complicated part of mine but I just think I need to be simplified. Btw, I stop blaming my hormones for these cruel pimples and finally I gave em up to the expert to solve it. Very simple. I really hope it works or I’ll be goin nuts again. I felt screwed, I dunno why. When I came to office, takin “ojek”, passing the village. Sit and work on my desk. Dealing with these co-workers. I often think the only thing that keep my sanity is nothing but inet. I couldn’t imagine how’s my day at office without it. And then I asked myself, am I sure this r all good for me? have I done mybest so far? I didn’t think so. I felt this is so not me. As if I’v lived someone else’s life, I was completely preoccupied & annoyed with all small stuff, which made me forget about caring everything else around me. Yesterday I had fun with Bee, we went to TA and did our ritual: eat, shop and starbucks.

Right away before we got back home my hp rang and it’s Nikky, Bee’s bestie. She called just to say hi to us. She’s one of fun fearless woman I know from my sis. After those all goin on, I felt like all my stress and misery melt away. Though I have to spend more than what I planned for the doctor and shopping stuff. Last nite I made up my mind to be simplified, dun wanna sweat small stuff and wanna be more grateful in every minute of this life…and here I go, still tryin. Today, Monday comes again. juz keep the faith 🙂 cheers,

Another test

I saw this test from Nat’s Blog. The result says my perfect major should be art, But how come my mathematics be 83% as I am an idiot in that field :p

  You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!

Linguistics
 
100%
English
 
100%
Art
 
100%
Theater
 
92%
Philosophy
 
83%
Mathematics
 
83%
Journalism
 
83%
Sociology
 
83%
Dance
 
75%
Anthropology
 
75%
Biology
 
75%
Chemistry
 
67%
Psychology
 
67%
Engineering
 
50%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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