Re-Discovering "Me"

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You knew you were just unwell when:

  • Weekend was coming and instead of being happy like you used to be, you felt blue.
  • You always love chocolate & ice cream, however, suddenly this amazing ‘chocolate devotion’ from ColdStone didn’t taste that good anymore. You lost your appetite.
  • You ever had this thought that some TV crews would show up and yell to you: “surprise!” or maybe “you just got punked” kinda thing. You wished this was just a joke and part of lame reality show.
  • When you went to sleep, everything was fine. When you woke up everything was like nightmare. You just wanna sleep and do nothing.
  • You played the same sad song: Track7:我不配 and Track10: 最長的電影 from abang JayChow again and again.
  • Everything reminds you: from the green jacket to red helmet you saw randomly on the way to office and back home.
  • You spaced out most of the time and say a lot of “huh, pardon me?

You know you will be fine and start being yourself again when:

  • You regret ‘chocolate devotion’ you’d wasted last time and plan to have one again 🙂
  • Your friends are there, she didn’t mind to accompany you & even let you played the same sad songs of track 7 and 10 all over again in her car, didn’t mind to hear you repeating same craps, in conclusion: they are just there.
  • When you think you are down, you think again and you realize: “what the heck am I doing here?” and in a second you just get back to thing you do.
  • Recently you can hear your head plays “Lucky” (by Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat). You enjoy love songs again even you’re not in love 🙂
  • You recently sleep like a baby and wake up feeling grateful 🙂
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2 thoughts on “Re-Discovering "Me"

  1. “When you went to sleep, everything was fine. When you woke up everything was like nightmare. You just wanna sleep and do nothing.”

    😐
    I was like that too. And yeah, I didn’t have any appetite on work or even eat. But I got over it now! I hope you’re too. =)

    Nice blog, btw. Love the theme! xD

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